Dear diary,
I’ve everything that I wanted,
Life, Fun, Camera, Friends, Phone, Mp3, Laptop, Car, Money and etc.
But, there’s something is missing and it ‘s driving me crazy.
I wonder what it is?
Does it something that I wanted for a life time ?
Or does it something to do with myself?
I don’t want people to judge me as I’m a selfish girl.
Maybe it’s about a boy,
A boy that I’ve known almost a year and now I can’t understand what’s my relationship with him,
As if I’m his girlfriend or a scandal nor just a friend that stood up every single of bit.
I know we are talking about love here.
And I know I’ve made a lot of mistakes,
And I know I’ve been a bad girl since awhile,
And I know I’m not such a good sister nor a daughter to my family,
Sometimes I hated myself and sometimes I loved it,
No matter what happens to me,
I hope Allah S.W.T. would help me and lead me to a better journey in my life.
The End
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